In the Middle of Alcohol-Free (Day 30)
Not the program, just me introspecting on this process.
Sometimes I feel like if I continue to focus on it, I’ll want it more. Even if the focus is to not, the thoughts just make me think of it.
Like moderation versus abstinence. Moderation has a continual thought process, while abstinence is absence completely.
And after awhile, absence is better.
So it is time. Time to fill my mind and writings with other musings that want my attention.
So, goodbye drinking.
Goodbye writing about you.